very interesting...

so i went out with Shea tonight. hung out at her house (well, parent's) for a lil bit. went to El Charro. then went to what used to be Billiards in conyers. it's now a bar, btw. sucks. but we still had fun.

apparently her guy had... *ahem* issues. but she's a very positive person and there was nothing but fun and laughter tonight. (LOL i just misspelled laughter and it suggested slaughter! what else would jason do on first dates? hahahaha). i dunno if i found the laughter and smiles and everything... odd? or oh so welcome? i mean... rarely do i not enjoy going out to eat and playing pool and spending time with people - but there was something different about her. like... she wasn't trying to make me like her - she was just having fun and so was i, and things were clicking... or something lol. maybe it's how she was doing really bad at pool, i wasn't much better (but she did win 3 games to my 1 win...) and i couldn't really figure out how to help (not to mention i didn't know where my boundaries were). but her playing not well didn't seem to bother her one bit. again - she wasn't trying to impress me, and i wasn't trying to impress her - we were both just being us.

but yeah. she's like 2 something years older than me. her divorce isn't final cause they can't agree on anything. but we had a really fun time tonight. i did ask what she was looking for, friends or more, and she said she didn't know, friends are always welcome, but basically was wantings to slowly get her feet wet in the dating pool again. the answer satisfied me and i did clarify that just because i wasn't all touchy feely it didn't mean i wasn't interested - so i dunno if she was grateful or let down that i wasn't all hands.... oh well.

i was supposed to hang out with Lindsay, but a) i hadn't heard from her all day (until afternoon/evening) so i had already made the plans with Shea.... and b) she forgot they were entertaining company so she prob couldn't hang out anyways... so maybe everything worked out for the better anyways. i still can't wait to meet her - but i've got options too.

is porn corrupting men's brains? i mean... used to "back in the day' there were magazines that only... uhh "liberated" couples read. now, thanks to the internet, kinky, exotic and oftentimes very bizarre porn is readily available. i have now heard from 3 different females of odd requests the significant other has asked for. 30 years ago, did the spouses go along quietly and abidingly, or did they say no without consequences? in all 3 couples that i referred to earlier, the girls have denied the request and they are no longer couples (but not solely based on this oddity). Also, in i know 2 of these cases, they have questioned the guy's sexuality. i'm still curious why they keep confiding in me. i'm not going to mention any names, but... do they tell everyone this? am i the only lucky one? LOL i dunno...

so hmm... i need to work on the motorcycle. maybe tomorrow :) then i can ride around, maybe go visit Atlanta........ maybe visit covington...... maybe go visit family HAH lol i dunno we'll see. g'night boys and girls - and thank you cruel world for my wonderful evening :)