well just fuck. i do'nt know if i'm too late, or not, but, well, i did try and she did know. so i can't hate myself for her not knowing, but, eh we'll see what turns out. my prediction? nothing for jason.

oh and Jeff Dunham is funny as hell. google has this video that is his 1h long comedy routine. just got finished watching it. good stuff. ok bed for jason now.

movies dling tonight.

New list of movies i'm downloading tonight:
Dodgeball
Garfield 2: A Tail of Two Kitties
Jeff Dunham - arguing With Myself
Crash
Lady In the Water
National Lampoon's Pledge This!
Rest Stop
Pulse

somehow i'm going to try to catalog my movies. somehow :(

dat's my cuz

i want it!

wow, a week with no post...

but nothing much new has happened...

um. friday i stayed home and did paperwork for work. i'm almost half done :P lol

friday night brad chris terri michelle cynthia (and me) watched Pan's Labyrinth and grandma's boy. me and michelle talked until like 5:30 in the morn then i went to bed, but had to wake her around 8:30 so she could get the car home by 10... went back to sleep, slept til like 11:30 then spent the afternoon with annie at stonecrest. afterwards we hung out with her brother until nightfall. at that point me her and brad watched go. we started watching kids but it was about boring as hell. i swear we watched something else but i can't remember :(

anyways, went to bed like 2:30, 3:30 or something. got up around 8 again to take annie home, then i came home, surfed the internet for a min, then crashed asleep. slept for around an hour, then nina called to say she had some jello shooters friday night. lol, yes, random. after that i crashed for another hour, before brad wanted to riding somewhere. i go outside to work on the bike and fix the oil leak, but as i go outside, brad pulls up. i say screw it and we head towards Mall of Ga. wasted an hour, then came back home. lol.

that about sums up the last week.... yeah... oh! michelle said "me and angel are coming friday night to your party" :) lol so, uh, there's 2 chicks, if terri and cynthia comes, then that'll be 4.... haha too bad i'm related to 2.5 of them (michelle's almost like a sister). chris can't come, but i'm sure brad will lol.

tomorrow i may goto High Falls (i don't know yet) maybe even ride bicycles at Dauset Trails.

i duno

conversation tonight with someone....

a: aww
a: you know.. that makes me feel great

yeaaah :) sometimes i can do things right...

a woowoo!

hahaha i was piddling around the house tonight, bored, finally goto bed around/after midnight. angel calls at 12:30 - "wanna meet and get some food?" - me-"sure"

thank goodness waffle houses are open 24/7 :)

so now, 2 a.m., i shall find the bed and maybe go bike riding with brad tomorrow. hah, i wonder when i'll wake up...

*happy* :)

Nuclear Physics (and i spelled it right the first time!)

One roentgen is 100,000 times the average radiation of a typical city. A dose of 500 roentgens within 5 hours is fatal to humans. Interestingly, it takes about 2 1/2 times that dosage to kill a chicken and over 100 times that to kill a cockroach.

interesting :)

no bird! LOL

Fuck carmax.

Fuck carmax.

da hell

soo... what does this random myspace advertisement have to do with an ipod?

Come on Get Happy!

thank's for the mention: here's to you :)

jailbaits

and no this has nothing to do with me - i just found one while surfing - then the others were just too funny :P

help wanted

actually i guess it's not needed - but burning shit is more fun with more people :P i may wait til friday when more than 1 person is here.... but i really wanna set something on fire and need a creative way to do it :)

hmmm. yesterday was a tiresome day. i didn't even do much, but i went to bed the night before maybe 12:30-1, couldn't sleep - so i feel asleep after 1:30... then woke up at like 8ish. work wasn't too crazy but my last service call was at about 4:58 in the middle of mcdonough. thankfull i turned on the correct rd (that was rather traffic free) and chris was home - so i hung out with him for the next 3 hours - and drove home with no traffic :)

heh i watched him play... oblivion? i think so. but once i stopped moving and sat on that oh so comfortable couch... i fell asleep :P then he turned the game off and put in Jason... 5? i think so. i slept through the first 20-30 mins of that... then a phone call woke me up. it was a pretty entertaining movie after that :)

somehow - i came home and went to bed at about 9:30 - and was asleep by 9:45. and i just woke up around 7. :)

oh well. guess i should jump in the shower - gotta be at work in an hour.

just a few funnies i found tonight

LoL!

ok so i check my freecycle message this morning. there's a post for a free trampoline frame. at the bottom they explian why they're getting rid of just a frame, with all the springs:

It is hard for us to have to look at it because our Yorkie died last Saturday when the trampoline ripped while we were on it and we fell through and landed on top of her. (she was underneath it)

yeah, i know i'm laughing at someone else's expense - but i found it funny :P

otherwise - homemade waffles this morning for breakfast. :)

the FZR lives :)

the bike RUNS and DRIVES!

today i emptied the gas tank of the rank ass gas and put fresh, clean in it. also the battery had a good solid clean charge. it kept trying to crank, but just wouldn't...

so i got (4) new spark plugs. THAT did the trick :) well i'm certain the gas also helped - it started rough, barely... i just haaad to take it down the street about a hundred feet. the 2nd trip was even smoother - the old gas i think is working it's way out.

tomorrow i think i shall working to get it street worthy - i'm going to patch the oil leak and install the radiator. this week i shall get insurance and a tag. next week i plan to ride it :)

it was cool to give it a spin - i've rode brad's SV650 down the block before - i was sooo amazed how smoothly it shifted and drove - my FZ is a damn horse and buggy. but this FZR is sooo sweet!

otherwise, i met up with the parents and did some shopping at Sam's warehouse. gah that place is a crap hole. lol for real - i bought $50 worth of food that i prob saved a total of $2-3 over the grocery store - but i had to drive 25 mins each way - so i might have broken even....

then me and jr went to sherwood's forest and played mini golf and did the batting cages. oh yeah i stole like (10) balls and he took like (5) :) i'll just add to my collection :)

ups and downs

at the end of a day - an up :)

the 98 bike fires. :) i got it to hit once, backfire once, and now the battery's weak. but - it fires :) (yeah - it had no igntion since i got it - but i knew that before i got it - that's why it was cheap)

long story short: a cover containing the pickup coil was replaced prior to me buying the bike. the pickup coil was bent away from the flywheel, so therefor it never triggered the computer to tell the spark plugs to spark. i bent it back, and i got fire. the end.

right now the battery's charging some - i hope i can get it to idle and rev - i wanna take it for a spin around the block (short enough so i don't need the radiator - plus it leaks oil!)

fuck me.

fuckin' a. what goes up must come down.

i got the same damn line again. "lets just be friends"

FUCK being friends. i'm tired of just finding friends. i don't have that many, and i could use some more, but i want to find more than just a friend.

wtf is wrong with me? is it cause i'm not trying to get some on the first date? is it cause i'm not aggressive enough? is it cause i try to not let things bother me? well too fucking bad thats just the way i am.

i'm just glad i didn't pour everything out the 2nd time i met her. i felt like it, but i said i better not. and guess what - looks like i'm glad i didn't. i always have big plans and hopes and dreams - and they keep coming crashing down. i had everything going for me - nothing seemed wrong or bad - then this bombshell gets dropped on me.

i mean... just... w...t...f...

:(

back to normal.

ok. stress overwhelming last night. tonight was much better :)

ok so about last night's post:

i hadn't seen or hardly even heard from amy since last friday. i was getting antsy to see her again and just to hang out. tuesday she said "i'll see what i'm doing i'll call you" - but the guys at work wanted to play basketball (there's only 4 of us). so i bail on them with my "hoes before bros" slogan. the night comes, and the night leaves, and i still hadn't heard from amy. hence my bros were loyal, i wasn't - and i needed to find more hoes".

i decided to still be nice, i basically sent her a message this morning of just my normal randomness like nothing had happened. low in behold, she calls in the morning - without previous knowledge i had sent her a message an mere hour earlier... and everything was then at that point good :)

her and the girls game over. she made pizza (and it was damn good!) then we watched pinky and the brain. the girls had to get in bed soon, so they all had to leave :( oh well. it's odd - so very odd... i've totally turned nearly 180 degrees around about kids - i've never wanted them - but i love these. i'm still not ready for any one my own, don't get me wrong there. but - i enjoy being around them. one's 4, the other's 7. hell when i fired up the movie, i sat down on the couch, and before amy had a chance to sit down the 4 year old says "i'm sitting next to jason!" and curled up against me while we watched the show. amy basically just smiled and quietly giggled... and i didn't care one bit. though the night was over soon enough, i still have no complaints the evening.

*happy* :D

hoes before bros?

so far only the bros are loyal. too bad i'm not. either that or i need to find some more hoes :(