depressed? join on in :-\

i don't know why i feel so depresed right now :-\ i mean. i saw crystal earlier. i was happy then. nobody's said anything. nothing's happened. i just... don't know. i mean i do have a few things to do, like finish going through teh crap in teh spare bedroom that i have strewn out, i now need to shingle the doghouse... nothing really to do outside, just some piddly inside stuff. i guess just the general snug money issue and here around x-mas is all. i've got such high hopes and dreams, and my job is all but completly snuffing them out... well my baby just came online so i guess i'll leave this for now...