Last night Jason was supposed to call...he decided to get drunk so I got pissed refused to let him call or answer if he did and then he was like ok I am goin to sleep so it was dumb I was angry and now today he wants to hang. I am so lazy I may just wait and hang with him tomorrow maybe then I will feel like gettin off my ass.
so now i'm pissed. i called last night "what you doing? wanna hang out?" "eh, i dunno, i dun think so" "ok, well, i'm going to go play pool with friends then" "ok you should do that." so i go. and yes, i intended on drinking. and i did :) 4 buttery nipples, 1.5 shots of vodka, a large long island iced tea, 2 more buttery nipples, a small long island, then a melon ball. i was quite wasted. i'm still text'ing crystal throughout the night and on the way home. i tell her i'm going to call and she said "no don't" now i get on here and she says i was supposed to call but didn't. and if i did then she woudln't answer. but since i didn't talk to her she's pissed. real fucking nice. i hate fuckign drama. i think i've already had to deal with too much over the past few years. and i just now find out on here that she really doens't want to do anything. but has she told me yet? no. and the lan party is this weekend. so i'm sorry baby, maybe i'll get to see you next week. unless you want to be lazy then maybe not then. do'nt keep fucking playing wiht me like i'm a gd doll. i have a life, and i have feelings too.
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i'm not going to delete this (tho i have calmed down quite a bit) becuase i said it, and i cant' deny it. if i delete it then it appears as if i'm trying to say "i never said that."
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