Tuesday, June 28, 2005

hey, i'm down in columbus ga at my sis's house, it's fun. i haven't been down here in over a year, closer to 2 yrs. we drove around and i took a ton of pics (like 170 or so) and i still gonna take a few more come tommorrow (well, being 1:52 it IS tommorrow, but whatever).

the drive down was a breeze - last time i left work at 7 and rushed down on fri night and the drive was pure agony. i was going about as fast as i felt i could get away with and i when i finally got there, it was dead tired of driving. but this time, it was alot easier. i actually left mcdonough, drove up 75 to hwy 138, then followed it to union city, where i picked up 85. then i put the cruise on about 3-5 over speedlimit and when i got here i was ready to go - no stress! well, being my 4th day of vacation, plus the 2 day weekend helps too :P but yea, so far so fun.

i went and hung out with crystal today. that was really fun. i was glad i went to see her. too bad i couldn't have stayed longer :( i only stayed like less than an hour? an hour? eh, i konw i saw most of at least 2 tv shows, so it was at least almost an hour. but it felt like 10 mins :( i knew i woudln't be able to stay long if i was going to continue on to columbus, but i wanted to see her before i left (even if i was only going to be gone for a day...) but none the less it was fun.

hrm. i was scrolling through yahoo IM history today. it was interesting. only like a dozen to 15 differetn ppl have IM'ed me... a third of them only had like 1 short convo or something, some were spam... another 1/3rd had a few short convo, or 1 long and no more... the last 1/3rd i talk to regulary. it was interesting to see some of my convo's from earlier this month, earlier this year, and back to sept and oct of last year :P some were depressing, like the same ppl bitching at me, others were kinda nice, to see how others care.

maybe this is one reason i like IM'ing or emailing ppl. words are solid. they can't be denyed if you have a copy. it's easy to save a convo or email or IM history. it's not easy to walk aroudn with a voice recorder. and words can have different meaning when they're said differently. online, you either are vauge and maybe be misinterperted, or you're clear and everyone knows what you're talking about. i like that. if someone says they like you or they hate you, it's not "i didn't say that" cause you can say "uh-huh on 9:34 on 3/11/05 you said..... (<-- btw that was a made up date and time - nothign happened then)

i told crystal the other night and today taht i loved her. she said she didn't think i did. why'd i say it? cause it's true. yes, we haven't known each other that long. yes, i did not too long get out of another relationship. but oh well. why not say waht i've been thinking all month? why not say what seems to be pretty obvious. i did. so yes, i'm saying it again - i love you crystal.

hrm... it's 2 a.m. so i think i'm going to bed. tommorow's gonna be a bitch to goto bed and/or wake up for wednesday... but oh well. g'night beautiful world. BAMN! ;P

1 comment:

zyrobyte said...

Jus' be careful