what am i doing? do i know? i know what i want, i know where i want to go, i belive i know how to do it, but why aren't i following that path? i have at least begun my career path, or i belive more foward momentium in the past 6 months then i have in the past 3 years; yes, taking this job at pc afterdark was a hella start, but, in recent months, it's dawned on me how limiting pc repair is. it did give me a very good base to grow upon, but as jon said, why not get a job not related to what you like doing so you don't hate what you like to do? jon graduated Emory with, i belive, a bacehelor of science in computer programming... and the best job offer yet is a manager position at waffle house. keep going jon, i think you're onto something good - i'll stand behind you :) i graduated dekalb tech with an associates in computer information systems, distinction in networkin - the best job offer i've seen is insurance. it has gotton to a point that, no, i don't hate comptuers, but, i have no time for them. they almost seem boring. yes, i'm very current on what makes them work and how to fix what's broke, but i know nothing on high end parts. before this job, i was so up on high end parts, the must have and what's coming soon - but not the most on how to fix...
today i plan (tho at the moment i don't konw how it's going) on pouring my heart out, and hoping to get the answer i want to hear; it prob doesn't take much to guess what i'm refering to. but screw it, i don't care. no, maybe i care too much. that's why i'm gonna do what i am.
hmmm... this morn i went for a bike ride (bicycle). rode approx 2.8m i think... in about 30 mins... not too shabby. was nice and chilly :) oh yea last night i opened some winders and turned on some fans - my room was like 63° this morn! :) teehee tho i think it's already back up to 70 :( oh well. i want an attic fan. and a ladder. and a work table for the garage. and a beemer. :( gah.
be back later, gone to find my other half (by myself until i get a phone call..)
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