Saturday, July 16, 2005


LOL July 2002 when i got my 21" monitor :P see i been goofy fer a looong time :P

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awe man so far today's been fun :)

ok, i went to covington and got a haircut, then i jumped on the interstate and started going towards conyers at about 80. i'm in the outside lane, this s-10 is in the inside lane and blows past me going at least 100mph. good for him. about 1/4 to 1/8 a mile behind him is this cavalier with a huge (thanks brad for the word) fart can :)he catches up to the guy, they both slow down to prob 65, side by side, i catch almost up with them (i'm still going 80) then they take off. repeat about 3x more times. well, almost to 138 i catch up with them again, this time pissed that they're slowing me down. so i stay on the s-10's ass until the cavelier realizes i want a piece of action, so it takes off. i merge over all the back to the outside lane (there was traffic) and didn't really let off the gas til nearly west ave - i was going almost 100 weaving in and out of traffic, watching both of them bounch around in the lanes TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH ME :P hahahahahahaha it was soooo fun. i merge off at west ave and watch them drive by. it was fun.

i'm all proud of myself, so far i've burned like 4 dvd's and cd of crap, so i have at least 17gb freed up :) woot! now only like 300gb to go!

i went to my anut and uncle's lawn mower shop today, to get the blower. then i hung around for another couple of hours and talked to my aunt. it's amazing how everytime i learn more and more. like about how my grandfather would drink approx a half gal of moonshine everyday. i just did some research and found out that moonshine could be as strong as 150 proof. hot gd! half a gal is 1,892 ml, and i know about 3-4 shots of 30 ml each of bacardi 151 will stright put me out! so i can only imagine the equiv of 60 FUCKIGN SHOTS OF 150 PROOF HOLY SHIT no i can't imagine that. you'd be DEAD.

hrm, i just ate some mac & cheese, so now i'm not starvin'. i need to cut the grass, so i'll go do that real shortly.

urm. until then. g'bye.

This is that weed like sprig crap - if left alone it'll grow to like 4' as a bush - and my yard is covered with them! so are the neighbor's yard, they hate it, so do i...

My generally green yard (note the sprigs of weed looking crap) oh yea, and notice on the left the brown patch? fireworks :P
this just got weirder:

crystal found a dream dictionary that like explains certian things about dreams. this is what some of the key things in my dream below mean:

To dream that you are in a church, suggests that you are seeking for some spiritual enlightenment and guidance. You are looking to be uplifted in some way. Perhaps you have made some mistakes in the past which have set you back on your path toward your goals. With proper support, you will get on the right track again. Alternatively, it may also mean that you are questioning and debating your life path and where it is leading. You are reevaluating what you want to do.

To see or eat a cracker in your dream, suggests that you tend to care for the needs of others besides your own. You spend your time looking of for other people and as a result, neglect your needs. The dream may also be a pun on "crack her". Perhaps you are trying to get someone to reveal certain information or secrets.

To dream of eating cheese symbolizes disappointment or hurt feelings.
**(What about mac & cheese, does this count?)**

To see a toilet in your dream means you need to release your emotions, or get rid of something in your life that is useless. If you dream of flushing yourself down the toilet, you can no longer hide your feelings about a certain situation that has been making you feel overwhelmed. To dream that you are watched while you are using the toilet, signifies your frustrations about getting enough privacy. It may also indicate that you are having difficulties letting go of old emotions. If you reveal these feelings, you are afraid that others around you will judge and criticize you. To dream of a clogged toilet represents repressed or pent up emotions that need to be released and expressed.

To see gravel in your dream relates to your practical nature.

Pleasurable dreams about food/eating mean you are happy in a real life relationship. If you dream about stuffing yourself or feeling sick when eating, you are feeling nervous or guilty about a friendship situation.

Pleasurable dreams about eating mean you are happy in a real life relationship. If you dream about stuffing yourself or feeling sick when eating, you are feeling nervous or guilty about a friendship situation. To dream of eating alone means you're feeling sad. To dream that you are watching others eat, means you feel left out of "the banquet of life" - you need more fulfillment, love and friendship in your waking life.

To dream that you are standing in line, indicates your need for patience. You should be prepared to wait for something and not have it right away.

To dream that you are standing alone, or feeling scared of being alone, symbolizes temporary and fleeting worries that will soon pass. You may feel that you don't have a lot of support from friends and family when you have to go through a problem situation.

To dream that you hit something or someone, is symbolic of unexpressed anger and aggression. You tend to keep your negative feelings inside instead of expressing them in a healthy way.

interesing.........

dream i had last night

lemme write this down before i forget it. it's a dream i had a few mins ago..

lets see, i goto a church, a rather larger one, they having a huge lunch, everyone stands in line, walks down the lenght of tables (prob 200 or more feet of tables) circle around, then start loading your plate up. some indi guy impressed everyone by eating like a plate of mac & cheese in just a few seconds, there is a huge potluck of people, races and ages. tho, even tho there are all these ppl, i still feel all alone. nobody says hi. nobody says glad you're here. wait, gene from work was there, wearing a manson pair of pants. but he never says anything. the toilet was a child's potty chair behind a set of chairs, not even enclosed. and it had like 4-5 crackers in it. so i didn't use it. i needed something to drink, so i drove next door to the BP and bought some random drink. the Aupu was driving some dark green like nissan or acura or something. i went back and went through the line again, this time it was moving faster.

gd it, i had another dream, i've done forgot it :(

oh wait! here it is: i'm at someone's house, i dunno. it's a female's house, and she was kinda big girl. for some reason i'm all over her mother :o well, actually her mom was all over me. we were playfully acting like we were hitting each other, then i actually smacked her in the forhead with a golf club :) she's hurting, i feel bad, then next think i know she's grinding on top of me (both of us are still fully clothed, tho) and then i wake up.

interesting. common theme w/ the 2 dreams? i'm alone and i hurt ppl :( what a way to start a day.

Friday, July 15, 2005

Name that cut of meat!

Contest: name that cut of meat!
winner wins: food - if you're lucky

Cut #1:



Cut #2:




Cut #3:



Cut #4:


Cut #5:





ok, i ate 2 of those #4's today - good. and #3 is hamburger patties. but what is the rest? i think #5 is sirloin, but i thought i only got 1 sirlon steak, so, is 3 of those a different cut? :(

My nice *bright* baybus on me pretty case :)

And after i cleaned the shelf off, they all nice and neatly put back in :)

This is what has been drank :-o

i cleaned the fridge out (that shelf was sticky) this is all i have left :(
hrm, said i should post but went to bed early...

i talked to annie last night. it was interesting... i asked how things were with her and dallas. she replyed "he can rot in hell i do'nt care" come to find out, he was spending all his time with his friend scottie. whenever they were to go out on a date, they'd, well, go hang out at scottie's :P then one day he says "leave me the fuck alone" so she did. it was funny. then she asked how me and crystal was. i kinda enjoyed saying "doing pretty well." oh, brad just said "that's strange, annie was hanging all over dallas last night at sonic when i saw them..." strange....

right now i'm eating some of that $57 worth of beef i bought. so far pretty good. i was worried when my knife didn't wanna saw through the raw meat, but cooked, it turned out better.

lately i've been trying to relate events or things i see to situations, but i can't lol. like, a few months back, chris posted about seeing a girl and a boy, playing on opposite sides of the road, the boy being a boy and the girl being a girl, both different but wanting to be together (or something, he deleted the post, so i may never remember). well, like i saw a bird (i think some kind of huge hawk) being chased by a sparrow sized bird, and i'm like "heh, that's like......" but then i had no story :P i dunno

also i've noticed in the past few days i've been trying to look into the deeper meaning of stuff... i dunno why. or i've noticed things i haven't seen before (like a helluva lotta lawn care buisnesses)

i hooked up my aunt's dsl at her buisness last night. we gonna horse trade: me buy a UPS (and a USB flash drive) for her and she'll get me a blower :) BG-65 looks and sounds sweet, it's supposed to be alot more powerful than the BG-55 so i dunno. aah, i just looked at the website:

  • BG-65
  • AIR VELOCITY (174 mph)
  • AIR VOLUME (430 cfm)
  • BG-55
  • AIR VELOCITY (140 mph)
  • AIR VOLUME (430 cfm)


nice so i shall see how it turns out :)

i finished paying off the washer and dryer as of... 3 days ago. IF I WAS SMART.... i'd take that money that i haven't been "needing" and save it for a down payment for a new car... but i doubt i'm that smart...

woah i didn't think i'd be here tonight, i think i was supposed to help a lady at my church with consulting or something... hrm...

heh my water bill was $-3.30 :P i kinda overpaid the last time (on purpose) but my electricity was $167 :(

it was amazing, LFD at work was talking about renting a 1 bedroom apartment for like $450/m, or the house they renting now is like $650/m or something, and it's upstairs only (downstairs would be like another $450/m) and i'm like :o lol. my mortage shouldn't be over $700/m yet (i hope, it WAS $625 or so...) so it's amazing. renting really is a huge rip.

oh, the cat was sooo funny earlier, i was laying across chris's bed (i had just gotton home like 10 mins earlier) and my head was basically pointed towards his tv. i said "hey chris, where's the cat?" and no sooner had i said "cat" did that damn cat LEAP out from behind the DVD's and run under the bed! i'm like "LOLOMGWTFBBQ!" :P

hrm, what else... crystal's been in a really good mood for nearly a week, i'm happy to see that. whenever she's not happy it makes me feel like i'm doing something wrong :(

the grass looks greener, i think. i need to cut it. soon. but sooner than that i HAVE TO CHANGE MY OIL i'm like 2500 miles over, i think, if not more :(

mom emailed me today. said her and dad are going to some retreat thingy in the mountains for the weekend. they don't go anywhere on their own, this is a 4-H thing, that's why they're going...

this cat's fun again. it was sitting beside the empty clothes basket, so i thew a bottlecap inside the basket, now it's trying like hell to get it :P i so mean, but it's fun :)

hmmm... i think i was thinking of more stuff earlier today, but of course now i forget. i guess i'll have to post later :P g'bye

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

damn chirs, i get home and i'm still amazed with the kitchen and living room :)

these frozen strawberries are goood :)

i saw crystal today :) i was happy :) i got home and read her journal and she's really upset about something :( i really don't understand it, it really doesn't make sense to me :-
me and brad when car shopping :) the dood at carmax was a duuumass! lol like brad says "we looking for something fun to drive" he says "so what you looking for?" brad goes "you know, a sports car" and he asks again "so what do you want to look at?" then goes on to "this is how carmax works, da da da, as you can see here, this car was damaged and then brad's like "look, nevermind, we're goign to just wander aroudn, if we see something we like we'll come back and get you." it was funny :) i managed to set a car alarm off, but their selection kinda sucked. tho (chris) i did see some mustang GT's for like $13.8k and up :P

i got my "diet" at kroger on teh way home - pop tarts, ham, cheese sticks(well, that's for the ride home), and frozen mac & cheese lol :)

i nuked some spagetti - i think i'll go eat it. :)

have you noticed i've used alot of :) 's today? :)

this morn i woke up at 8:58 (i'm supposed to be at work at 9) so yea i was kinda late. then my last call was in lithonia at 6:35 so i called back and said "it'll take me at least 15 mins to get back to work and i'm really not going to get anythign done, so i'm leaving from here" so i did. brad even said "damn, get here 20 mins late, leave 20 mins early, what a life" i know right :P i only did like 2.5 svc calls, but the 2 of them took waay longer than expected. (the .5 was a work in, easy call) but none the less i got 5-5.5 billable hours :) speaking of billing i am WAY behind on that shit.... boss is gonna kill me :( oh well, maybe he'll fire me :) then i get to sell cars! LOL

ok i'm eating my spagetti then i'll eat some more strawberries and drink my coke. g'night :)
well, lets see how this works (post via email)
 
yet another idea. i was too lazy to read wether or not i had posted this or not, so i will again anyways:
 
car salesman. at least at conyers nissan. on a new car they make at least $125. on a used car over 45 days they make like $1000. 10 car min they must sell a month. and most places you get paid like $8/h. say i sell 10 new cars and "only" make $1250, and 40 hour weeks, that's approx $1280 a month. total per month: $2530 x12 months = $30360 MORE THAT MY CURRENT FUCKING SALARY. :(
 
PLUS then i can have more time to do websites, lets say i only do 1 a week. add $200 /month. that's $32760 a year. gd it.
 
yet, the dealership guy said that his first year (12 yrs ago) was his worst, and he only made $50k. didn't cars back then cost like $8k? now equiv cars cost like $18k? He's got to be rolling in some massive dough. and i think i may pay him a visit, turn in a resume.....

Monday, July 11, 2005

well gd chris, you said you were gonna clean up, i dind't know you were gonna like remove 9 months of wear and tear :P the kitchen and living room look brand fucking new! i owe ya big time

i lost my spare key to my truck. i went to show someone and, well, it's not there... but i remember seeing it a few days ago in my wallet, so, dunno where it went.

today was really really good. i talked to crystal like 5 times throughout the day, it really made my day that much better. well, it was an average day til she put it over the top like that. :) thank you baby

went to best buy for a few mins, then up to fry's. it was cool/ok. didn't buy a thing, so that was better. i still want a palm piolt. and their mobo's were like $60 so i guess i'll buy one online.

after fry's we went to steak and shake. got me a large cheese frys and sweet tea. twas good, tho i should have gotton a regular - it about made me sick :-\ there was this super ditzy girl at the table behind us, all of the sudden we hear really clearly (me brad and lfd) "i don't offer goods, i offer services" lfd was like 'wtf' i (thankfully had my back turned) and quietly snickered, and brad, heh, well, his back was also turned, but he choked over his milkshake and laughed really damn loud :D

fate strikes again. i can't tell you how many times this has happend, but whoever i'm with (it happens with everyone i'm with) is having a moderatly good to great day, and someone comes along and it seems to be #1 on their agenda for the day to ruin their day. i fucking hate that! it has happend way to many gd times. and normaly it's over supid shit like "yea, while you were gone all day nobody was here to do the dishes, so you need to get your ass in there and clean up blah blah blah" some bullshit like that. i fucking hate that. honestly if everyone were to just mind their own damn buisness, pick up after themselves and TALK not BITCH then this world would be alot happier of a place. i guess this is one reason why i've built up quite a "i just don't give a fuck" attitude.

i just got lost. i had a few more things else to say, but i lost em all. it was brought to my attention that i always post what makes me mad, but never what makes me happy. i never had noticed it before, but it's true. so lets see if i sum up a short list:

  • playing PC games
  • photography
  • loving
  • being loved


the first 2 are hobbies, the 2nd two bring true happieness. and everythign related to those are included too (cuddling, kissing, hugging, etc). to pretty much sum up everthing, this is what makes me happy. the shortterm and longterm happiness.

yea, i should add more to the list but not tonight. oh new schedule: looks like i'm helping my aunt tommorrow (tues) and then from there i don't know what i'm doing. :(

  • jr wants me to goto the club with him maybe tuesday i think
  • my aunt wants me to help her setup dsl monday (or this week)
  • this guy wants to hire me to do pc work this weekend
  • a lady from my church wants me to do some consulting end of this week
  • i want to see crystal as much as possible
  • i did want to goto frys but not anymore
  • i need to work on my dad's truck on some weekends if i'm going to get it
  • i need to keep this website job idea rolling
  • my house is a wreck - it needs major cleaning
  • my pc needs to be reloaded after i burn a shitload of dvds
  • i need to goto work right now...

i got too much going on.....
mmm... spent all day with my baby yesterday :) it was soooo nice. too long overdue, and gladly welcome. thank you :D

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Saturday, July 09, 2005


solorize in night vision... kinda interesting....

pwnd!

so... wth happened her? a tractor is sitting beside a tractor trailor...and 2 cops are directing traffic around them..... strange....

brad was leaving... this pic looked pretty cool

how do you get more volume of traffice on hwy 138? why, you make a new lane is what you do!

this is where hte 3x144 bottle rockets went off at..... (the crater was left from golf-clubbing ants set on fire with gas :P )

the box died for a good cause :) heh heh heh

why won't my grass grow again?

the bottle rocket hit my HOUSE!

poor back yard...

nice left over crap heh heh

there's the sparkler... i think it got HOT :)

heh, cat watching over jon, chris and... who is that?!

and my colleciton of used bottles continue to grow....

poor kitty :P

3 boxes of sparklers? i think....

3x 144 bottle rockets :P

JR works so fast he's a blur :P (15 second exposure)

chris is moving uber fast!

2 headed kitty :)

after not folllowing a guide like on another site, pulling off my own shit

after

before
ok, boring day at work. i didn't do a damn thing all day. i'm sure i'll hear about it monday....

brad's a bastard :P well, it's not all his fault. like thurs out at covington ford, i parked next to an Expedition. it was sticked at $9,800. i'm like "gd, an expedition for under $10k". then yesterday i saw a Lincoln LS. THAT CAR HAS ME WANTING. i want that car. i want that car bad. i called today, they're asking like $17,900 :( i can't afford that. but it's a sweeeet looking car. nothing really loud about it. it's a low end luxery sudan. 3.9L v8 auto tranny. nothing really wild. very sensible. but omg i want it.

so me and brad go shopping today :P lol we goto one used dealership, they have crap. we goto another they 1) aren't open 2) had shit for inventory. so we goto the nissan dealership cause brad saw a WRX there. he test drvies it and says it's crap, somethign about the turbo is wore out and he was unimpressed with it. i found it sweet. also it had, what he calls, a "fart can" on it :P un-nice and loud, lol.

then he test drives a 350Z. it's a 2 seater so him and the salesman go for a ride, i make a phonecall. when he gets back i'm like "brad, gimme your keys i'll go get some food. i was starvin and it looked like he was ready to buy (and i know how long THAT takes...)

so i goto mcdonalds. the cashier looked about 15 yrs old, maybe kinda shy/ outcastish. looked nervous. the customer in front of me was acting like he owned the place, i think he used to work at a mcdonalds, so he was being cocky. and i think the reciept printer had just jammed. and to top it off, it looked like this girl had only been working there a day tops. so she was kinda wiggin' out. whatever the case, they get all that taken care of, and the girl in front of me looks about 5 or 6. she orders a cheeseburger and a small drink. the total is $2.14 she says "i don't have 14 cents" and the cashier kinda just looks like "wtf do i do?" i reach in my pocket, but i never carry any change... so i felt bad, and i hoped she wouldn' turn the girl away. finally the cashier says something to the nature of "ok, the $2 is fine" and she takes the girl's $2 and she gets her food and leaves. i order my 2 double cheeseburgers plain, brad's 2 cheeeseburgers, and 2 small drinks. my change from a $10 is like $5.60 she's done closed the drawar when i handed her a quarter back and said "put this towards that last girl's 14 cents" and the cashier just looked at me liek "omg you are an angel" or something.

i go back to the dealership and the manager haggles with brad about price, saying "the best we can do is like $670/m for 72months" and brad's liek "uhh, i got like $566/m for 72 months" so the manager is all pissed almost as he calls downstairs and says "run these numbers for me. 6% apr, $30,000 72 months. yes. ok. ok. four.. ninety.... six. ok bye." so he's pissed at brad for showing him up. then they're liek "we don't want you to drive you car home cause we already appraised the car and we don't want anything happening to it and brad's liek "well, i'll take my chances and let's just reappraise it monday" and they like "well, we'll need some colleratal to order a car for you" and brad again goes "well, when i come back monday we i'll give you something..." so we're sure they're PISSED with him, heh.

so now, i've got new car fevor all over again. the way i see it: i think i can afford $250/m. which is like a $12k car :( $15k w/ trade in. my truck's worth $5,500 if i sell it on my own, or $3,300 trade in. i just put like $600+ worth of maintance in it, so i'm want to get a few more miles out of it before i do anything... and i'm at 82k miles. i wanna trade it before i get to 100k miles. i avg like 2,500 miles a month, so tha'ts... november before i hit 95k miles. hopefully by then i'll have some saved up, got some side work going, if i can somehow play my cards right, i might even be able to pay CASH for that shit. doubt it tho :P lol

hrm.. i guy called me today, about doign some side work running cables, hooking up shit, setting up some servers, etc. he's looking for a peon with a brain. he found me :) heh. pay $200-300 for a day or 2 of work. 2 days of work would be $300. i think i'll prob do it. that'll be maybe next weekend.

hd i have a STACK of eaten smartie papers lol. i like smarties. they taste good :D

hrm. not much more. i'm in a pretty good mood tho. new car fever. pissed off that i can't get something NOW but stoked that i'll prob get something soon.

i know i've lied so far about posting pics, for real i'll do some soon! heh g'bye :D

Friday, July 08, 2005

hrm, what's new with me, what's new wiht me.... hmmm...

did some more research on taxes for the self employed - i was told i coiuld deduct alot of shit, and it sit aside like 28% for taxes - so that means to... wth. i did some math wrong earlier.... hot gd. my salary now: $27k /a year. 27k / 52 weeks = $519.23 a week. $519.23 / $200 a website = 2.6 websites a week. both numbers are before taxes. hopefully a good salesman can sell 3 websites a week. sell build and publish. 3 websites a week @ $200 each = $600 a week - 28% = $432 in pocket a week. hot gd! i take home 432.66 a week right now after taxes :o this is crazy. i know i gotta average everthing out, like, i might sell 6 this week, but none for the next 2 weeks.... nice.

this cat is stright fucking up my hands... i play rough and it plays rough too. i know i deserve it, but, eh.

and this sharpie behind my hear with the cap off is strooong smelling...

this antivirus is taking forever. always does. takes like 1.5h to scan 300k+ files....

i bought home my sexy plexy cd burner, and fanbus, and the claimed USB to PS/2 adaptor. put the burner on my dedicated server i'm working on, lol. i gotta get a mobo. mine's partially dead. i foudn a nice one at fry's for $30 i think i will get it. and it's better than MY mobo in my good pc, so i may demote my mobo to the spare, and this cheap ass mobo to my machine, heh. and the fanbus is going in my pc. tone down some of these fans when i dun need them...

ok this sharpie is coming out from behind my ear and being recapped...

jeremo and jon were here when i got here. now they went to the store and something. i was gonna go, but i was hoping to hear from crystal, and plus the kinda tried to to leave w/o me, and i kinda invited myself anywas. so i didn't go.

where are my smarties? me and jon put some in the bbq last night :P it was ok, lil chunky.

i took some cool pics. i'll post some shortly. this daytime IR photography is cool. a lil blury, but i can't be taking good pics while driving, so i gotta adjust my photo taking timing, heh.

gd this cat is being psychotic. it's growling at the piece of paper it's stalkign. it's already pissed off chris who's pissed off at stuff. it keeps crawling behind his tv and knocking wires off.

hey, speak of the devil, jon and moe are back.

where is crystal? :( i haven't seen here now in like 982800 seconds (give or take a few) it's not that i can't handle it, but i don't want to. she sleeps during the day and can't sleep at night. i'm happy that she gets sleep, and i hope it's good sleep, its just that i miss her :( maybe some this weekend i'll get to spend with her. i told her maybe she just lives in the wrong time zone. maybe she needs to goto like japan heh, where her sleep schedule would corrolate with night and day :P

i gotta fuckign work tommorrow 10-5 so that sucks. oh well. life's a bitch. this alternate idea is the only think keeping me positive.

lol, i put soap in the blender, and jon's yelling "Where's the BBQ?" i'm yelling "it's in the blender" then he's like "looks like soap to me" and i'm like "no, tha't just the froathy top to it" lol

i visited annie's mom today. she changed jobs like.... 8 months ago or longer, lol. maybe even a year ago. i just now went to her new job place, just for fun. it was direcly adjacent to a place that i did a svc call at, and since it was mid afternoon, and i had 1 call to go, i decided to visit. her hubby's going to mexico next monday, which sucks. she's hoping that this "job" won't work out (they're trying to move his company to mexico). i can't say i blame her. but i enjoyed talking to her - i guess i enjoy talking to about anyone, and whenever i talk to her, she's always happy and stuff - anytime me and annie tried to talk to her, annie would jump down her mom's throat for stupid shit, which i don't know why she did it, and then her mom would turn bitch. hell, i would too if she did that to me. wait, i DID do that a few times when she did that to me.... hahaha i'm smiling now :) lol but for real. it was a happy kill of 45 mins, lol.

that is one trait i've seen in myself that i'm fairly happy about. going to visit ppl even for no reason but just to visit. some ppl i visit more often than others, but, i hope i make ppl happy when i do it. like short chris weak. and jon. and my parents. and like annie's mom today at work. and my anut and uncle who own the lawn mower shop. i just randomly visit and stop in. sometimes it's to ask a favor, but i try to limit that.

jr's begging me to go back to the club with him soon. maybe begining of next week. he got jelous of me getting drunk, and he wants to too. maybe we can talk brad into going. LFD wants to go too. to he can't drink :P he'll just play pool. heh. oh yea, jr's supposed to goto cherokee this weekend with his sis and aunt i think. we were making bets, on how much money he's coming back wiht. he said he has like $947, what is he coming back to covington with? kathy said like $4, brad said like $20, i first said "overdrawn by..." then i said $55.55 lol. jr said "hopefully i'll come back with like $3,000" lol i doubt that...

i got another few days of billing done. no wait, maybe i did like 5 days of billing. now i got 2 days plus another 2 or so days and i'll be done with june :-\ oops lol that shit was supposed to be done before the first... oh well.

you konw, i started with a really short 1 paragraph post and this has just kept growing....

just to keep from forgetting some of the stuff i wanted to type, i'm leaving some of these paragraphs hanging, and i'm saying i'm going to go back to them, but for some reason i bet i'm going to forget to... heh so if i do, lemme know :P

did i say brad's 34mph over ticket will only cost him $112? what a shame. i was estimating lik e$800, boy was wrong. but evidentally it's cause it was in newton co. like dekalb co. would be like $600. so i dunno. all i know is i'm driving slower :o but if i do get pulled over, im' not goin to be totally stressing...

hrm. i may start a template and start like on my aunt's and uncle's website that they don't know they getting yet :P lol i think i'll make them my guinie pigs, heh. she called me today, said she got some dsl but dun know how to hook it up. so i'm gonna go hook it up, prob buy a blower, and try to sell her a website. "hi. my name is jason. i used to be addicted to crack, but now i am now. would you like to buy a website?" lol some officespace for you :)

yeah! 1h 20m 38s later, 323129 files are scanned virus free, heh. hot gd that's alot.

i've noticed when driving around all the fun retired ppl have. like staying home, getting money, having time to do stuff. RV'ing. watching tv. doing yard work. going for a walk. i can't wait. hopefully i'll start my retirement at around.... age 35 :P

hrm. what else. what else... i really need to change my oil. like badly. i'm at like 5500 miles (you supposed ot change it like 3,000 miles....) at the ford dealership today i saw a car that woudl be sweet. a lincoln LS. 3.9L v8 (i know right) it looked cool. i wish i knew the price. maybe i'll find out... maybe i'd be smartest if i didn't :( tho if i wanted to trade cars, i'd be best to do it now (being before i quit pcad) if i even quit at all. if i go self employed, then it'd be like 2 years before i could prob get a loan. so i better hope if that happens, i make a godly ammount of money and just pay cash :)

ok enuf ramble for now. g'bye.

storm came through last night. woot. really tried to fuck things up. i found a pic of atlanta motor speedway. not much is new.

WAIT! yes it it lol i checked into some prices. prices of what others charge for web design. i foudn some that charge as little as $100 or so, others who charge as little as $900 :o and a number of ppl charge by the month (instead of $100 a year, they chrage like $25 a month...)

so yes, i am furthering my education of website design pricing. lol sad me :(

hehe

and, i bought some more bbq tongiht. heh jose quarvo or somthing (i know what it is, i can't type it tho) made some strawberry and sweet & sour margarita's :P and some frozen fuzzy navels. good stuff.

i goto bed now. :)

Thursday, July 07, 2005

it's been 14822 mins since i last seen my baby :( i missin' her so much....
i need help

i posted about wanting to make websites a week ago. i've done not a damn thing about it yet. if i keep procrastinating, i'm never going to do anything. i need motivation. i need you guys to stay on my back and bitch at me until i do something about it.

:)

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

so ok, we shot off fireworks here. well, i did. eveyroen watched and videotaped. it was ok. then jeremo came over and we shot off more. that was more fun. me and jeremo shooing them! lol, but was stopped at like 11:35 p.m. :(

i was told the lan is going to last until monday. they didn't say which monday :) lol

i'm listening to a richey lam song called ghost. it's not really my style music but i had to hear it. i can't really make alot of sense of the lyrics. i hear them, i read them. but. i can't put 2 and 2 together (and no, it's not because i drank almost 2 blenders of BBQ :P )

jon calls the margaritta BBQ cause it tastes like it? i dunno. sorta. while we were at walmart last night, i bought some more mix. this is better stuff. less bbqey? :) ok

well, i'm going to goto bed soon. i have to work in the morn :( but! the boss won't be there :) heh. ok. g'night folks.

Monday, July 04, 2005

just a few things that are getting old...

crystal keeps sayign that i said i didn't want her to be here at the lan. FOR THE RECORD: i didn't think she would want to be here. when she finally said she wanted to she then didn't want to and wouldn't come then. but yet this KEEPS getting held against me, ever since thursday! i'm really getting tired of this.

btw. i'm at a lan party. everyone comes over to play games. yes. i want to play games at a lan party. that's what happens. i didn't think you would want to come because you woudln't be recieving much attention. but now you're still going on and on about how "i can't wait to get back to my games" and "i don' want to talk to you". just.... stop.

on a post you deleted, you said whenever johnny got mad he'd write about it on his journal, and you see a pattern again. well, if you'd stop running then maybe we could actually talk to you. you'll leave and put an away msg up in a min, but yet if i want ot leave you get pissed. wtf mate is up with that? and if you didn' want to spend the eveing with me, and i do something else, why are you getting pissed then too? you didn't want to see me!

ok i think this is enuf for now. it's getting dark soon and i think it may storm. so these might be some interesting fireworks :-\ look for pics later!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

another quiz thingy.. i may add more later...

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...eternal
Quiz created with MemeGen!
lol. jon is completely wasted. chris just got here. brad's tooth was hurting earlier. chris graham went to bed. dan went to bed long ago. jermo's kinda intermitenly puking. and i'm here. still 90% sober :P

Saturday, July 02, 2005


inside pic 2

inside pic 1

this can't be good :-\
LOL ok i so i go to take a shit (nice, everyone likes to hear that, right?) well, i close the bathroom door, and sit down, start to take care of buisness, and i see the cat walk out of the closet... well, i've already sat down, and i'm not going to get up, so i let the cat roam around and watch me ;)

ok, well, the cat starts coming up beside and behind me, and sniffing at my butt.... and that shit was fairly nasty. so maybe it's a nasty insane crazy psychotic cat? lemme tell you, it feels sooo weird when a cat is trying to jump up, between the comode and your back (but teh poor kitty can't jump too well, so she didn't make it)

ok, i just had to add that 2 cents :P had to share :D
wow. get home around 8. helped LFD move an ac unit out of his car into his house after work. well, i watched, brad and lfd moved it. all day at work me and brad ran network cables at covington ford. it was hot sweaty work, but still SO much better than working on pcs....

josh evidentally showed up at like noon, nobody here. came back few hours later as chris shows up. when i got here everyone but chris was gone. maybe 8:45 josh gets here, then between 9 and 10 brad, dan, jon, jeremo and lfd show up. we don't really play any games tho :o well, i don't. i watched jeremo play some warcraft III, dan played some flat out. nobody really played anything big.

we did shoot off some fireworks! like a whole bundle of sparklers fire off in less than a second! smoke bombs, smoking bugs, etc. it was fun. can't wait to see those videos (everyone had a camera or camcorder in their hands :o gotta love geeks with spent money, heh)

so yea. drinking and fireworks. and that's all that really went on last night. how boring. so now i'm online chatting with crystal - she's still really hurt :( it's my fault too, i take the blame. assumptions are the mother of all fuckups, and i assumed some stuff. so i fucked up. :( i didn't think she'd want to be here, little did i know she really wanted to come. so now she's not here, and i can't convince her otherwise....

so ok, i need to make a food run. not for me :o the dog i think ran out of food yesterday or so... i may take the seinic route, i dunno yet.... guess we'll find 0ut later :)

Friday, July 01, 2005

more on this website idea i have...

if i can get 1 new customer a day - 5 days a week, 4 weeks a month. that's 20 customers new a month. if i charge $200 a website, tha'ts $4000 a month. that, 12 months a year, tha'ts $48,000 a year in new websites alone.

not everyone is going to want to keep theirs up to date. lets say 1/3rd does. based on a "every 3rd" the first year could mean approx $27,000 in revenues, based on updates alone!

hrm. about $75,000 as a webmaster? i'm liking this idea even more....

what if i quit getting new customers? then that's $48,000 in just keeping the websites up to date....

and websites have good upsell ability :) so there's even MORE money potential!