Brad's new bike

ugly spider outside of my garage

jon's faat cat i think they refer to as "supersize"

old ass honda civic

craaaapy ford festiva

hah - i love rap song titles, like "We Be Burning"

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2005 when...

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2005 when...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.
2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.
4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.
5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.
6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.
7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen.
8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.
9. You get up in the morning and go online before getting your coffee.
10. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. :)

2, 3, 4 and 9 sooo apply to me :)

Your IQ is: 147

teeheehee even after last night, www.iqtest.com (i think) says i have an iq of 147 :P and according to a Percentiles and Rarity Chart, i'm 1 in 1,157 (one out of every one thousand one hundred and fifty seven have an iq of 147)

ok enuf about that.

last night. ugh. well. who knows. the camera knows :o i hit on all the chicks here, twas funny. i think i REALLY scared melissa (amy's friend) well if i didn't, i dont know how :P i woke up this morn on the couch, then went to my bed at like - 8ish? slept 5 more hours in my bed, felt HORRIBLE at work.... *tear* oh well, now i'm holding food down :) so it's all getting better...

oh yea, that means i gotta clean the kitchen now....

got me credit card bill today. $1,800 :( actualy... i've had 1 month bills that high before (yeah, i didn't pay it last month, i went to pay it 2 days after the due date...) oooh well... speaking of bills. my mortage is paid for this month :P heh, and i'm going to TRY to get into a better habbit of paying my bills! and how am i going to do that you may ask? with...

a POCKET PC :P lol. Toshiba e335 running Microsoft Pocket PC 2002, 300 MHz XScale processor, 240x320 resolution... tis sweet :) i got Microsoft Money 2005 and Pocket money, so now i can track charges and checks and get reminders for BILLS lol. and any appointments i have it makes hella easier to remember. and the grocery list (tho i never remember to write down everything i need) it's just cool :) my splurge item of the month. and it only set me back like $109 shipped :P oh yeah, for anyone curious, so far i have had to press the soft reset button at least twice, maybe 3 times now to "reboot" it :P hehehe gotta love MS.

i think chris has went to the *dark side* :o no not really, he's just in there watching despriate housewives. i've seen very little of it but what little i see didn't much interest me.

i think the internet's acting "less flaky" right now. maybe comcast really did do something on their end, who knows.

umm... ok i thikn i'm gonna go clean the kitchen and make some lemonaide :P my room's looking better. i can now see the floor :o speaking of floor, i hate this carpet. it shows wear HORRIBLY there are i know 3 places i have stapeled it down to keep it from unraveling, and i know of a few more spots i need to staple... garh :( oh the garage is looking better too :P soon(er or later) i'll be able to like *gasp* walk through it w/o fear of death :O lol there are like 35 gallons of used motor oil off to the side, there's a freaking stack of cans in the back, 2 lawn mowers (i gotta get the 2nd one working for me) 2 weed eaters (the 2nd one is annie's dads, gotta fix for him one day) a not put together desk, that i'm either gonna assemble or trash. anyone want it? if someone wants it i won't even bother.

ok i'm out, g'bye :D

me as a chibi or something

teeheehee thanks Sarah!

me woke up EARLY! :P

LOL oops. it's 7:46 a.m. i just got out of the shower.... an hour early. i looked at the clock and said "OH SHIT I'M GONNA BE LATE AGAIN" so i jumped in the shower, was taking my shower, then realized "LOL! i'ts 7:30 not 8:30" :P yeah, i gotta be at work at 9..... so oh well

urm. not too much exciting. got bills to pay. got my room which is a DISASTER zone to clean. i cleaned the shower last night :P i didn't realize just how nasty it had gotton, it was like an off-cream color... after i sprayed with a shower cleaner, i saw like black streaks :o so i cleaned it last night and this morn it looked so bright! lol i have soooo gotta clean house today. well, chris seems to have been doign that job for me lately, which, i still dont feel is right (i make messes, half ass clean en up, he comes in behind me and cleans everything prob better than i can) so i gotta get motivated and not be a total slouch.

shit - i GOTTA take this insurance test! gah. i'm just killing myself by not. grrr....

oh well, lemme finish getting dressed then i'm gonna goto work early :P i'm like 30 days behind on billing.... i'm supposed to be doign sept billing now BUT i'm still not finished with aug :o yeah the boss shoudl be uber pissed at me, but, hopefully i'll purge the rest of aug before he finds out........

g'day mate wtf? hahah that was backwords :P

back from NC finally...

phew, back from NC finally...

this weekend was fun. i met jessica at a church camp like 6 or more yrs ago. we talked online some. it was kinda spur of the moment of "hey i think i'm coming up" lol but it was a good weekend to ride. tho right now my crotch is THROBBIN' sore lol. and not in a good way :o i left friday, merging onto covington exit 90 at like 7:19p.m. and got there in charlotte at about.... 11:30ish. maybe even 11:45 i forget. the headlights cut out like twice on the way up, but by bumping them they came back on. the only turn i made wrong was the VERY LAST TURN lol. as in, from I-85 (yes, same I-85 taht goes through norcross) i turn right onto I-485 (which is their equiv of ATL's I-285) and i got off at the first exit instead of the 2nd. "well" lol. after i realized what i did, i called her to say "hey you said call wehn i was close, i'm close, be there soon" then as i pulled out onto the main road, the lights cut out. bumping it made no difference. i pulled over and farked with them for 20 or more fucking mins. i FINALLY got them half ass on, the kept driving, where i drove about 5 miles more, and in those 5 miles, i bet it cut out prob... 20 times. i meet her at her friend's apartment where we immediatly leave, and during that time i wiggle enuf wires that i lose all dash lights. the next day i found out i blew a fuse, and there are some exposed wires i'll take care of. but the headlights cutting out was due to the connector being loose. it's liek the pin is a o and the connector should look like c (so they fit snugly inside each other) but instead the pin looks like an o and the connector looked like a L lol. yea, not snug, cuts out. i bend with the screwdriver seems to have cured it now...

ok new paragraph, that last one was getting long :P

urm, friday night we talked til wee hours of the morn. went to sleep like 4. i can't sleep much past 9. so i got up, went downstairs, watched tv. her apartment was pretty cool. everyone had a private bath, the only thing they really shared was a living room and kitchen. that would have been soo nice with us at Wellington Ridge... tho she said rent was like $360/m and that includes utilities... 4 ppl per apartment, comes out to $1440 rent and utilities :o so it wasn't cheap for them.

hrm, saturday we went and took pics at memorial gardens, which, was a graveyard, but had alot of flowers and looked sooo cool! i'll post some later maybe tommorrow if i feel like it then :P she had to work like 2 hours (she teaches autistic children) on sat, so i used that time to fix the bike (tho it only took like 15 mins, lol) then we had dinner with her parents. her parents were really nice, and got along sooooo well with each other. her dad makes really good steaks too :P her family was def. a lil more "well to do" then what i was used to, but not in a gaudy way - like they had a modest house, with some fine furnishings, and they were pretty down to earth. they had 2 cats, and the white cat "didn't like strangers" so it wasn't supposed to come out of hiding... well after supper it walks up to me and i was petting it, and the whole family was liek :o "look! look! he came out! and a STRANGER is petting him!" so i think i feel special :P lol

today we got up and ate some chili's for lunch, and started watching the panter's game. she's a football-a-holic. oh well, it was ok. i left during 3rd quarter at 3:45 and started for home. i stopped... like 4 times, twice for gas, once for a crotch break and once for SPARKLERS :P lol (stay tuned this weekend for the results of the sparkler bomb :P ) i pulled off I-85 (i decided to take I-85 all the way back instead of 77 to I-20). i pulled off the interstate at the mall of ga at about 7:10 then arrive home around 8:15 or 20. what a ride... oh yea, as i pull inot the neighborhood, i notice the metal grate from my driveway (to make pulling in easier) AT A NEIGHBOR'S HOUSE!!!! so i pull in then REPO my shit back! lol. that shit was heavy, it dind't just "roll down hill" someone had to drag that shit back. well, it's like prob 30lbs, so it's not heavy, but it's NOT goin to blow away or get washed away by rain.... and for it to be in the rd next to his mailbox... the next road over.... yeah i took my shit back :P

at ate i think pretty damn healthy this weekend. all she had was like soy milk, honey nut ceral, diet this, wheat that, whole grain that, organic this. woah. i felt like a health nut :o not really, my cheese steak today made up for it :P and i was dieing when i got home, and practically INHALED 2x cokes :P now i'm working on a Pina Colada malt beverage. it's tolerable :-\ oh yea, last night while she was at work, i went to the local package store and got soem Bahama Mamas and they were GOOD. it tasted like stright fruit punch. the margaritas i was drinking last thursday were like 9.96% alcohol, and these bahama mamas were 10%, so ever so slightly stronger, but i could not taste it :O we broke out the blender and made em into slushys, even better :) heh. a 750ml bottle, i drank about... maybe 100ish ml before we went to her parent's house (i didn't want to walk in dronk, like "HaaaaaIIIII, my bane is jabson....") then she drank about.... maybe a 1/5 of it, and i had the rest last night :P twas good, and i slept well too :P lol oh yeah, she lied! she said someething ot the nature of "i can get you drunk then seduce you" (oh, wait, was that my words? hrmm.... oops?) and nothing happened heh :P oh well twas fun anyways.

hrm... oh yea, we checked the bike rear tire thursday - 8.5 PSI of air pressure.... (it's supposed to have approx 30 PSI) so it was WAY low.... yeah, i didn't add any air til about 50 miles towards atl on the way back..... :P oh yeah the bike's front wheel is outa balance at 85 mph. but at 75 and 95 it's fine :P and at 120 it's pretty damn smooth. 120 is redline, at 10.5k rpm's. it stops at 12k rpms (i think?) which, according to math, should be 137mph!!!! HOT DAMN i might have to test that one day :P tho it was pretty near foot on floor to achieve that 120...

hmmm.... that's about it. i think i used about a quart of oil the whole trip. spent i belive approx $40 or less in gas, i think, and only got a $180 ticket :( hope that doesn't fuck up my insurance too much........... i'll let ya'll know :o

g'nighty! (btw, it looks like i may never get around to talking about jekyll...)

FUCCCCKKKK!!! SCHP 88 in a

FUCCCCKKKK!!! SCHP 88 in a 70 $180 fine :( My speedo said 100 :-O

LOL last night drank some... tongiht.. i've drank this much :) g'night sleep tight... i know i will :D

well, i'm making my preperations to travel to NC this weeknd, visit a friend :) gonna take the bike, sure hope it doesn't break down on me!

hrm, to do: wash clothes, put the sides on the bike, adjust the chain and carbs, maybe tighten a few bolts and such... see if brad's tank bag will fit... somewhere fit in a 3.5h drive and having fun.... hrm what a list :P

urm, not much, just some minor cleaning in the -my bedroom- department. what a mess! all the clothes left over from jekyll - on the floor. the clothes i dug through to find ofr jekyll? on the floor. cd's? on the floor. all the mail i ged and throw away? overflowing the trashcan... empty clothes hangars? on the floor. so with all the junk on the floor... i cleand off my desk :) lol but i foudn $3.09 in change!

ok that is all i will leave wif ya'll tonght - g'nighty :D

i wrong again.... i found out that X did not add me to their block list and taht x is not repulsed by me

i am sooooo sad.. im' just a sad person. nobody wants me. i had 2 suspicions today, 1 proved to suposevly be untrue, the other still holds true. here it is:
x and y are friends. i've talked online to x. me and x are birds of 2 way different feathers. i basically repulse x. tho the way i talk x can't just say "go away" - x knows they are suposed to not liek me, but, i can't give x a reason not to. i haven't talked to x in days now. i'm pretty sure x has added me to their block list. i only assumed i was talked about to y and i was put on y's block list too. tho i just got a message from y, so aparantly not. who knows :(

i STILL haven't talked about the jekyll trip. sad.

i've eaten almost $5 worth of string cheese since about wednesday :) or is that a :( eh who knows.

jon was over this weekend. that was fun. i picked him up last night. came over, had some drinks. it was fun. i got nothing accomplished since yesterday evening. but oh well. i was in good company.

i'm debating on driving to NC next weekend... this chick i know lives somewhere in NC i think near the SC border.... heh. i talked to her some last night in my "estranged" state of mind. she said she coming to atlanta in like january, i dunno why. hopefully i'll get to see her, maybe show her around this lonely and desolate place we call "georgia" :(

never have i felt so alone :( when i had never felt love before alone was a normal feeling. after having a taste of love, i yearn for that feeling again. i miss that feeling. i want it again. i NEED it again. i don't know where to look. i dont' want to look - i want to still have it. everytime i see her sweet face, my heart sinks. she knows me in and out, i have no secrets from her. i miss her :(

hahahaha looks like i might be goin to NC this weekend :P 4h drive, 270m if i get 40mpg avg 70mph and gas is $3.30/g then it should cost ~$40 round trip..... lets see what the weather is gonna do :o

ok enuf for now. i feel better. talking to someone online. w00t! g'ngihty :)

omg me and jon are pretty duonk! :_)

*hrm* im' happy beyond all, but yet, sad at the same time :-\ i want waht i can't have, and even if i did get it, it woudln't work. *tear*

one day i'm going to write about my weekend. maybe *this* weekend heh :P

hrm... still eternally single.... doesn't anybody want me? :( c'mon now throw me a bone! i got a house, car, dog, job, passion for a companion.... what more could a gal ask for? i may not have much money, but all i can offer you is the world.....

g'night cruel world :( *pulls trigger*CLICK*nothing in the chamber*

yeah! i heard from ppl today! lol. well. one in particular ;)

i so hongray. i was supposed to get food today. oops? :( ok i MUST get food tommorrow... or in the morn might be best..... HAH yea right. ok. yea. tommorrow. food.

til then. g'nighty.

a crab that got dumped out of the bucket and ready to ATTACK! lol