hmm..

Angel? i have my reason for no, and, well, yes.

Lindsay? i really want to - but then again i'm hesitant too.

Shea? i'm thinking yes, but she doesn't live here (yet) - just visiting.

who do i have the best chance with? Lindsay. have i ever met her? not yet. who haven't i seen in years, and might have the least chance with? Shea. Nobody knows Lindsay, a few people know Angel, and most have probably forgotten Shea.

i talked to Shea earlier today. apparently either she's really friendly or i have more of a chance than i thought. she also said the divorce papers aren't final yet... but - she's the only one without a child (or one one of the above's case, 1 + 1 on the way...)

i was supposed to meet up with Lindsay tonight. but i ended up making plans with Shea (i think, or tentative at the moment). and i'm trying to make plans with Lindsay tomorrow. this is uncharted and weird territory for me...